STEWARDSHIP OF SELF

FIVE-DAY TRUFFLES CONTAINING PSILOCYBIN RETREAT IN THE NETHERLANDS

June 25th - 29th 2025

“Stewardship of Self" invites you to embrace the evolving stages of personal responsibility, encompassing your well-being, personal growth, and inner journey. Throughout this transformative experience, you will nurture the role of guardian and caretaker of your own life, gaining a profound appreciation for the significance of self-care and self-awareness on the path to Self-leadership.
This extraordinary legal psilocybin retreat has been meticulously tailored to accommodate individuals of all experience levels, whether you are a seasoned participant or new to this journey. Informed by the most recent revelations from psychedelic research, it harmoniously incorporates pioneering concepts related to the personal transformation and systems learning. All the while, it reverently embraces a deeply rooted ceremonial and ritualistic approach, drawing inspiration from age-old ancestral traditions.
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Stewardship of Self: A Journey to Self-Leadership

leadership retreat, psychedelic integration, shamanic retreat

Self-leadership, in this context, denotes the capacity to navigate, oversee, and make decisions for oneself with lucidity, purpose, and authenticity. It entails seizing control of your life, values, and aspirations.

Delving into the deepest recesses of your being, this retreat offers you an opportunity not only to connect with your innermost self but also to stay at the forefront of leading-edge psychedelic methodologies and entheogenic honouring. 
"Stewardship of Self: A Journey to Self-Leadership" Retreat encapsulates the concept that participants will embark on a profound transformational odyssey. During this journey, you will acquire the skills needed to conscientiously nurture your well-being, delve into the depths of your inner world, and emerge as self-leaders capable of steering your lives with purpose and authenticity.

Full Package Pricing

€3950

(Instalments are available)

June 25th - 29th, 2025 Netherlands

This includes the all-expenses-paid 5-day in-person boutique immersive including full 4-week virtual preparation and integration course.

  • The most tailored Psilocybin program available within a group setting, designed by our founder, Natasja Pelgrom, who works with deep attunement to each participant's unique process. An intimate, immersive experience limited to just 8 participants.

  • Four nights and five days of shared accommodation (private accommodations upon request for an additional fee)

  • Transportation to and from the local International airport

  • When paying in full, you'll receive a one-time 20% discount on your second 5-day retreat within the same year as your first.


    1. Access to Preparation and Integration Course

      • 4-week virtual self-paced program

    2. Two group preparation and Two group integration virtual calls

    3. Access to additional courses for reduced pricing

    1. Receive personalised intention and integration created in collaboration with founder Natasja Pelgrom, and supportive sessions with lead facilitators.

      • Total of two private coaching calls

    2. Work towards a personal commitment and outcome

    1. Two group Truffles containing Psilocybin ceremonies

    2. Cacao Ceremony

    3. Rapéh Snuff (optional)

    1. Two Breathwork sessions

    2. Rituals and workshops on self-leadership, and integration

    3. Herbalism and Plant attuned to each participant through out the immersive

Important:

  • Partly scholarship available for one attendee per group

  • Not including travel, and insurance policies

  • Instalments payment is possible, there will be an additional fee required.

  • Pricing here does not include the 21% VAT, which depends on the country of residency and/or company status.

  • Read here our cancelation policies

Our Teacher Allies

  • psilocybin retreat

    PSILOCYBIN TEACHER

    Psilocybin is the substance found in magic Mushrooms and Truffles that have shown to support your ongoing growth and healing. Their impact on culture has literally spanned human history. From the earliest cave paintings and shamanic traditions to modern religion, these fungi have helped to shape parts of our consciousness. Magic mushrooms and Psilocybin Truffles are non-toxic and have even been found to encourage neurogenesis (the growth of new brain cells.) We are inviting you to an opportunity to expose you to the wonders of this medicine as an assistant to your life journey and as a tool for the exploration of your Soul, Body, and Mind.

    Once you start opening your eyes, history comes alive - like the stained glass windows in cathedrals in Europe that show Christ and his followers holding psilocybin mushrooms. All of this reminds us that ingesting psychotropic plants in the exploration of consciousness is nothing new at all.

  • tobacco retreat

    SACRED TOBACCO TEACHER

    For centuries, sacred tobacco has been revered as a powerful plant teacher, used in ceremonial settings to bridge the "invisible" worlds and foster a deep connection between the physical, emotional, and spiritual realms. Its essence holds the wisdom to guide, ground, and align us with our highest intentions.

    In our ceremonies, we honor the traditional ways of working with sacred tobacco—not as a substance to be consumed, but as an offering and a tool for prayer and intention. Through guided rituals, sacred offerings, and deep presence, this plant teacher helps us anchor our intentions, call upon guidance, and create a safe and transformative container for personal and collective growth.

    By engaging with sacred tobacco in its non-administrative form, participants can connect to its energy, exploring the profound teachings it offers without physical ingestion. This plant teacher serves as a bridge—a conduit for clarity, connection, and the manifestation of purpose.

  • cacao retreat

    CACAO TEACHER

    Pure cacao is used as a heart-opening medicine for people to safely experience awakening, revelation, and inner healing. It is also used to set intentions and once consumed, euphoric states are unlocked, negative emotions are released and we are able to connect to ourselves and the loving energy in our bodies. We work with the Ceremonial Cacao in all our retreat programs, it is a key component in the process. This medicine is one of the most powerful, gentle facilitators, teachers, and guides on the planet. Cacao opens the heart and allows for a deeper, authentic love-based connection with yourself, others, the world, and all of life. You will experience a Cacao ceremony that is specifically designed for psychedelic sharing, release and playfulness, and integration work. This journey is specifically focused to help you find clarity, and process some of the more confusing aspects of your experiences. Cacao is the perfect medicine to dive deep and integrate while remaining fully conscious and aware.

  • breathwork retreat

    BREATH TEACHER

    We bring breathwork such as Transformational, Holotropic, or Circular Breathing, in all our programs, and this is a very deep therapeutic technique, in which one through accelerated and deepened breathing with an open mouth while lying down can reach access to his subconsciousness as well as enter into higher states of consciousness. During a breath session, all levels of our being are addressed. On the physical and mental level, it is a deep cleansing process. Emotions and body sensations can arise that are associated with unprocessed experiences and old traumas, which are stored in the muscles and in the cell consciousness and can be integrated and cured through breathing. On a spiritual level, one can open oneself to a transpersonal experience, perceive oneself as a spiritual being and receive deep insights into human potential.

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Self-Leadership is the process of intentionally observing and influencing your thinking, feeling, and behaviours to achieve your objectives for

Right Being...Wise Action...In Community.

The "Stewardship of Self: A Journey to Self-Leadership" Retreat is designed for individuals who are seeking personal growth, self-awareness, and a deeper understanding of themselves. While the specific needs and motivations can vary, here are some types of individuals who have benefited from our services:
Seekers of Self-Discovery: Those who are curious about exploring their inner world, understanding their emotions, and discovering their true selves.
Individuals Facing Life Transitions: People going through significant life changes such as career shifts, relationship changes, or personal milestones, and who are looking for clarity and guidance.
Leaders and Entrepreneurs: Leaders and entrepreneurs who want to enhance their self-leadership skills, improve decision-making, creativity and gain a deeper understanding of their values and purpose.
Spiritual Explorers: Individuals on a spiritual or consciousness journey, seeking profound experiences and insights to deepen their spiritual practices.
Those Dealing with Emotional or Psychological Challenges: People dealing with issues like stress, and anxiety, who are looking for alternative or complementary approaches to traditional therapy.
Creatives and Artists: Artists, writers, and creatives who seek inspiration, introspection, and a deeper connection with their creative process.
Personal Growth Enthusiasts: Anyone interested in personal development, self-improvement, and self-empowerment.
  • PRAISE

    'I attended the ATWM Regenerative Stewardship retreat in November 2022. It’s hard put into words this whole experience which was both professional and rational yet also deeply heartfelt and spiritual. Natasja, Alexander, Henk, Karen, and the team were so supportive and caring. I felt very safe and therefore able to work through some difficult and challenging issues in a truly deep, meaningful and it feels like, long lasting way.

    A month later I’m still feeling very peaceful inside, all my relationships have improved, I’ve made some wonderful new friends and connections. And my work, which was already successful, seems to have gone up a gear and I’m getting even better feedback than usual.

    I know that in order to maintain this level of being will take focus and dedication. But I now know it’s really possible to do that and I have the tools to keep it going. If you are open to this kind of work I cannot recommend ATMW more highly as a place growth and development.

    Darren // Hypnotherapist // UK

  • PRAISE

    “It is hard to remember a time when I was happier than when I was on Natasja's ATMW retreat. It was so well planned with so many interesting components - I just learned so much. The set and setting had been carefully considered and I felt one hundred percent psychologically and physically safe going into the ceremonies. Natasja and the Space-holders is not just a great name for a band but they were also experienced and educated in psychedelics so they were well-equipped to answer my hundreds of questions. Most importantly, they cultivated a sense of fun and playfulness so that things never got too earnest. I have many beautiful memories of dancing, laughing, having deep discussions, walking through the fields as a group, and being nourished by the chef - who was also knowledgeable about the goodness she put on our plates. I recommend this retreat to anyone who is on the journey to self-knowledge.”

    Sarah // Australia // Author

  • PRAISE

    "I have been to a few retreats, either with Psilocybin or Bufo Alvarius and while either of these can create an intense and moving experience, on their own, the impact is unlimited. What Natasja manages to do in a way that absolutely blows away anything else I've experienced is to make the experience truly holistic, and she does this with her hand-picked team and fantastic organizational skills both in the preparation, the actual retreat, and the follow-through. The beginning sessions on Zoom allowed participants to "break the ice" in a comfortable way, with each session's meditation and guided discussion smoothing the path for each. So successful were these three meetings I was totally looking forward to meeting the other members in person.

    The following days of interpersonal engagement, uninhibited sharing, and active listening were powerful and, coupled with the medicine, transformative. Just writing this reminds me of the retreat and makes me smile with both happiness and gratitude.

    Finally, there is no way to comment fully without mentioning this aspect: Natasja brings a calming presence and charisma that is magical, and this was something all the participants felt. I am forever grateful for her, the other facilitators, and the experience.

    Tony // USA // M.D.

  • PRAISE

    ‘Participating in the Regenerative Stewardship retreat, in March 2023, was a profound and transformative experience that I highly recommend to anyone interested in exploring the potential of psilocybin and other complementary practices for personal growth and healing. Each practice offered a unique way of accessing different levels of consciousness and connecting with the wisdom of the natural world.

    Our guides and facilitators, Natasja, Ali, Henk, and Amanda were knowledgeable, experienced, and caring, and they provided individual attention to each participant throughout the retreat. They offered guidance and support in navigating the psychedelic experiences, helping us to integrate our insights and revelations.

    The group setting allowed for a deep sense of connection and trust among the participants, and was an important part of the overall experience.’

    Miriam // Netherlands // Trainer, Facilitator, Coach

  • PRAISE

    ‘The ATMW Retreat was an enriching, life-affirming, and transformative experience. The space for insight, healing, connection, and growth was exquisitely curated and held by the team, with generous care and attention poured into every activity and every moment. If you wish to give yourself a gift of clarity, wholeness, inspiration, and renewed life energy, look no further!’

    Suncica Getter, UK, Systemic coach | Consultant and educator, Director of Continuous Development for CRR Global

  • PRAISE

    "It's been nearly 11 months since I attended a one of ATMW's transformative retreats, and I still feel the impact in my life every day. Natasja has created and crafted such a beautiful experience - bridging many traditions and types of wisdom, along with assembling an incredible team. At a time when the "shroom boom" will certainly lead to some fly-by-night retreat operators, it's incredibly reassuring that there are deeply experienced and ethical practitioners like Natasja and her team. I give it full-hearted five start review. GO!"

    Jurene // US // Entrepreneur

  • PRAISE

    ‘This was one of the most thoughtful, scientifically based and spiritually aligned experiences in my life. I trusted Natasja and Alexander to lead me in a journey through my inner world and they guided me, along with the medicine, to exactly where I needed to be and what I needed to see. I feel lighter and confident and feel so grateful for this opportunity. Thank you.’

    Anita // USA // M.D.