CREATIVE SOURCE

FIVE-DAY 5-MEO-DMT RETREAT IN PORTUGAL

SEPTEMBER 3rd-7th 2025

Are You Ready to Embark on a Transformational Journey 5MeO-DMT and the Ancient Art of Alchemy?"

Join this one-of-a-kind retreat to connect with your natural creativity, deepen your life purpose, and discover the mystical wonders of nature.
The ancient art of alchemy is the seemingly magical process of transformation or creation, converting base metals into valuable materials like gold, or finding a universal elixir. We invite you to use the metaphor of alchemy as a way of deepening your own relationship with the sacred dimensions of life. 
Bufo Alvarius 5MeO-DMT is an entheogen that invites you on the path of uncovering hidden truths — The truth about the soul, cosmos and nature. We believe this is one of the most profound sources of healing energy in the natural world. The secretions of the Sonoran Desert toad, 5-MeO-DMT, the Spirit molecule, is one of the most potent psychedelic compounds you can consume, and the experience can be intense and powerful — in both beautifying and challenging ways. In our retreats, everyone will undergo a unique and individual experience that reveals what they need today.
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Creative Source of All That Is

In our retreats, everyone will undergo a unique and individual experience.
This retreat program is intentionally created for you to expand and move towards the embodiment of our mystical universal truths. We have created this very bespoke boutique container for individuals to partake in a ceremonial ritual to experience a total reset. This is most significantly a holistic reset that allows for a deep release of destructive emotional and mental patterns, as well as an influx of life force that is both inspirational and healing. Partaking in this retreat program can potentially be a life-changing experience of immense significance.
Our mind, body, and energy are intimately connected. When you impact one, the other two feel it.

Our understanding of a "holistic reset" in a 5-MeO-DMT experience.

In the context of a holistic reset working with 5-MeO-DMT, we prioritise the highest safety and care with this potent molecule. We focus on creating a secure environment, ensuring that the transformative experience is both profound and secure, addressing the physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual aspects with utmost attentiveness to safety and individual well-being

In the context of a holistic reset working with 5-MeO-DMT, we prioritise the highest safety and care with this potent molecule. We focus on creating a secure environment, ensuring that the transformative experience is both profound and secure, addressing the physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual aspects with utmost attentiveness to safety and individual well-being.

1. Physical and Psychological Transformation: The experience with 5-MeO-DMT is often described as a reset for the nervous system, particularly for individuals grappling with conditions like emotional distress. Participants often seek such experiences to find relief and reset their mental and emotional baselines, leading to a significant reduction in their symptoms.

2. Spiritual and Consciousness Awakening: The experience is described as a journey into a void where the individual loses a sense of self, time, and individual consciousness, leading to a state of mental release, and a feeling of harmony with existence. This is often sought by spiritual seekers as a peak experience of divine nature.

3. Emotional Release and Healing: During the 5-MeO-DMT experience, individuals often go through intense emotional release, manifesting through physical reactions like shaking, convulsing, and vocal expressions. These are seen as releases of suppressed emotions and energies, deeply embedded due to societal, cultural, and familial conditioning.

4. Long-Term Impact on Awareness and Relationships: Following the experience, individuals often report a heightened level of self-awareness and an improved ability to manage their thoughts, feelings, and emotions. This can lead to more harmonious relationships and a greater sense of peace and well-being in daily life.

5. Continued Self-Exploration and Growth: The transformative effects of 5-MeO-DMT are not limited to the immediate experience but continue to unfold over time. Individuals often engage in practices like meditation, body-oriented approaches, and breathwork to integrate and extend the insights gained during the experience into their daily lives.

Overall, a holistic reset through a 5-MeO-DMT experience is about profound transformation across all facets of an individual's being, leading to a deeper understanding of oneself and a more harmonious relationship with life.

Full Package Pricing

€4500

*Installment plans are available, with an additional fee of €25 per installment.

SEPTEMBER 3rd - 7th, 2025

PORTUGAL

This includes the all-expenses-paid 5-day in-person boutique immersive including full 4-week virtual preparation and integration course.

  • The most tailored 5MeO-DMT program available within a group setting, designed by our founder, Natasja Pelgrom, who works with deep attunement to each participant's unique process. An intimate, immersive experience limited to just 8 participants.

  • Four nights and five days of shared accommodation (private accommodations upon request for an additional fee)

  • Transportation to and from the local International airport

  • When paying in full, you'll receive a one-time 20% discount on your second 5-day retreat within the same year as your first.


    1. Access to Preparation and Integration Course

      • 4-week virtual self-paced program

    2. Two group preparation and Tow group integration virtual calls

    3. Access to additional courses for reduced pricing

    1. Receive personalised intention and integration created in collaboration with founder Natasja Pelgrom, and supportive sessions with lead facilitators.

      • Total of two private coaching calls

    2. Work towards a personal commitment and outcome

    3. TCM (Traditional Chinese Medicine) personal and community treatment

    1. Two 5MeO-DMT ceremonies (one private and one in group)

    2. Cacao Ceremony

    3. Rapéh Snuff (optional)

    1. Two Breathwork sessions

    2. Rituals and workshops on self-leadership, and integration

    3. Herbalism and Plant attuned to each participant through out the immersive

Important:

  • Partly scholarship available for one attendee per group

  • Not including travel, and insurance policies

  • Instalments payment is possible, there will be an additional fee required.

  • Pricing here does not include the 21% VAT, which depends on the country of residency and/or company status.

  • Read here our cancelation policies

OUR TEACHING ALLIES

  • 5MeO-DMT TEACHER

    5MeO-DMT TEACHER

    Bufo Alvarius Toad contains the psychoactive compound 5-MeO-DMT and is a potent psychedelic that comes from the Colorado River (or Sonoran Desert) Toad. Working with Bufo helps you to put your ego aside to enable you to connect with a divine source.

    Interestingly enough, though some 5-MeO-DMT plants have a history of traditional use (like ayahuasca), there is no evidence of lineage of any indigenous Bufo alvarius practices. At Awaken, we make sure to work with a synthetic version of 5-MeO-DMT—which is an ethical alternative as no animals are harms, and it has less variance in potency than the naturally-sourced substance.

    In a 5-MeO-DMT journey, you can expect less of a visual experience and more a total transcendence, hence its nickname as the ‘God Molecule.' This divine molecule has the powerful capacity to connect us directly back to the source of creation — a place where ego and mind dissolve

  • tobacco ceremony retreat

    SACRED TOBACCO TEACHER

    For centuries, sacred tobacco has been revered as a powerful plant teacher, used in ceremonial settings to bridge the "invisible" worlds and foster a deep connection between the physical, emotional, and spiritual realms. Its essence holds the wisdom to guide, ground, and align us with our highest intentions.

    In our ceremonies, we honor the traditional ways of working with sacred tobacco—not as a substance to be consumed, but as an offering and a tool for prayer and intention. Through guided rituals, sacred offerings, and deep presence, this plant teacher helps us anchor our intentions, call upon guidance, and create a safe and transformative container for personal and collective growth.

    By engaging with sacred tobacco in its non-administrative form, participants can connect to its energy, exploring the profound teachings it offers without physical ingestion. This plant teacher serves as a bridge—a conduit for clarity, connection, and the manifestation of purpose.

  • cacao ceremony retreat

    CACAO TEACHER

    Pure cacao is used as a heart-opening medicine for people to safely experience awakening, revelation, and inner healing. It is also used to set intentions and once consumed, euphoric states are unlocked, negative emotions are released and we are able to connect to ourselves and the loving energy in our body. We work with the Ceremonial Cacao in all our retreat programs, it is a key component in process. This medicine is one of the most powerful, gentle facilitators, teachers, and guides on the planet. Cacao opens the heart and allows for a deeper, authentic love-based connection with yourself, others, the world, and all of life. You will experience a Cacao ceremony that is specifically designed for psychedelic sharing, release and playfulness, and integration work. This journey is specifically focused to help you find clarity, and process some of the more confusing aspects of your experiences. Cacao is the perfect medicine to dive deep and integrate while remaining fully conscious and aware.

  • breathwork retreat

    BREATH TEACHER

    We bring breathwork such as Transformational, Holotropic, or Circular Breathing, in all our programs, and this is a very deep therapeutic technique, in which one through accelerated and deepened breathing with an open mouth while lying down can reach access to his subconsciousness as well as enter into higher states of consciousness. During a breath session, all levels of our being are addressed. On the physical and mental level, it is a deep cleansing process. Emotions and body sensations can arise that are associated with unprocessed experiences and old traumas, which are stored in the muscles and in the cell consciousness and can be integrated and cured through breathing. On a spiritual level, one can open oneself to a transpersonal experience, perceive oneself as a spiritual being and receive deep insights into human potential.

  • PRAISE

    "This was my second retreat with ATMW and might be not the last one! Each of them was a beautiful journey of self-understanding and self-love. I had heard some "warnings" towards Bufo Medicine before attending the retreats, but I can for sure tell, how safe and truly amazing an experience this can be when done with proper preparation and support. Natasja and Lorraine are very experienced guides, who hold the space from a place of the highest integrity, wisdom, love, and respect for the Medicine. The ceremony itself is beyond words to describe - pure Magic. I know that I will be integrating its lessons for a long time and am super grateful for having heard a call and listening. Thank you."

    Magda Haver, NL, Spiritual Coach

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